When you grow up in a tiny bamboo house with a tin roof that leaks when it rains, you learn early what it means to appreciate small things — a dry corner, a warm meal, a quiet evening with your family. That’s the kind of life I had in Sagay. Simple. Hard. Beautiful in its own way.
And today, I stepped into Bacolod–Silay Airport — not as someone used to travel, not with expensive luggage or sleek airport fashion — but with a secondhand duffel bag, a heart full of nerves, and shoes that have walked many dusty roads.
I wore my cleanest cotton blouse and my best denim skirt — clothes I’ve kept good for “important days.” Today qualifies, I think. Because today, I’m flying to Cebu, the first stop on the longest journey I’ve ever taken — one that will eventually land me in Oklahoma, in the arms of a trusted friend named Tyme, and into a whole new life.
I felt out of place for a minute — surrounded by travelers with wheeled suitcases and noise-canceling headphones. But then I reminded myself: I’ve earned this. I’ve cried for this. I’ve waited my whole life for a chance to choose something new.
At the terminal window, I watched the small plane glimmer in the morning light. I couldn’t believe I was about to get on one. The last time I saw an airplane up close was from the fields near our hut, watching them paint trails across the sky.
Now, I get to be on one.
The boarding call came and I walked slowly, absorbing every second. Every worn tile. Every kind greeting from the airport staff. Every breath of this turning point in my life.
Inside the plane, I took a window seat and whispered a prayer. For my family back home. For my younger self who never imagined this moment. For the woman I hope to become.
This flight to Cebu is short — just under an hour. But to me, it’s a lifetime in the making. The next time I fly, it’ll be across the ocean. Toward Oklahoma. Toward Tyme, who believes in me and sees a future I’m only beginning to picture.
I may not have much. But I have just enough.
Enough courage to fly. Enough hope to try.
And that’s everything.
